Love you all

ops. picture nak hot jek haha..jangan tengok yer.

i like this night too much. for the first time i went far away from the uia. thank you to all my friends faiqah nasiha zuhaiza and farah. i love you all deep from the bottom of my heart. tak nak caye sudah haha.

malam ni adalah malam pertama saya pergi jauh-jauh dari uia. ops harap jangan salah faham dengan word malam pertama itu. tapi yelah memang betol. mule-mule kami pergi makan malam. yelah sebab ade orang puasa kan iaitu nasiha dan faiqah. so kami pon bertolak la awal dalam pukul 6.30pm la jugak ye kawan-kawan? tak berapa ingat pulak. ingatkan nak pergi makan kat kedai santai namenya. dekat tanjung lumpur, kuantan. tanjung lumpur ni memang popular la di kalangan wanita-wanita uia yang jelitawan ni. tapi tak tahu la mengapa pelajar lelaki tak tahu tempat tu. sampai nak drive kereta pon tak tahu jalannya. tak kan tak pernah pergi kot. korang kan makan kuat semua. agaknya mereka ni tengah saving money kot. yelah semuanya dah nak kahwin kan.

pastu alih-alih kedau santai tu tutup. tauke kedai tu kata ada mesyuarat tergempar nak buat. menakutkan jugak dengar tuh. curious jugak kami nak tahu. tengok jela berita nanti kot-kot keluar pape berita ke.then kami makan di kedai ana jela.uish kami berlima makan memang tak ingat dunia. antara menu yang kami makan :

1. ikan aji-aji bakar petai

2. tomyam sayur

3. sotong tepung

4.udang tepung

tengok tu banyak tak kami makan. lapar sangat la tuh ataupun sebab first time makan kat restoran seafood bersama-sama kan kawan-kawan. borak-borak sampai tambah nasi. pastu dah tambah tak habis pulak sebab kenyang punya pasal.

next, kami pon ajak la driver aka faie untuk pergi jalan-jalan nak tengok pantai kate mereka. so our next destination is teluk cempedak. okay sampai-sampai tengok tak la ramai sangat maybe sebab hari khamis baru kan. so ambil gambar la ape lagi kan. girls tak sah kalo tak bergambar. bukan perempuan la kalu tak suke hehe..macam-macam tempat kami posing. gambar tak de pon kat saya. yang ade dekat camera nasiha, camera farah dan hp faiqah. kalau nak sangat tengok gambar kami carik lah mereka. kalau nak tengok la haha.

tengah syok-syok kami main pasir kat pantai tu, adela sekumpulan lelaki yang kelihatan nak berkhemah dekat pantai tu. memang siap ada khemah pon. yang buat kami rasa cam ceh kan ade la dengar-dengan ayat sebegini "meh-meh ada sex bebas kat sini". wow sungguh bengang kot dengar. seriously, i just cant hear something like that. rasa cam nak lempang jek sorang-sorang. they got the wrong people okay.

jalan-jalan lagi ada jumpe seorang pelukis jalanan macam biasa la mesti ade nampak kan kat pantai-pantai ni. she is a foreigner from canada and her name is nadia. macam nama melayu kan.

tengok la gmbar-gambar yang die lukis. lukisan macam cincai-cincai jek tapi dah RM3O. when i asked her what is the drawing meaning? she asked us back. she said we can intepret it ourselves. there is no specific meaning. okay terkejut dengar sebijik macam postmodernism yang belajar dalam unggas. lagipun saya yang buat tajuk postmodernism art ni. really same with what she said.

then sekejap jek kami pon balik la. dalam pukul 10pm. i was really enjoy myself this night. actually, i really like to out at night. especially when seat in the car at night and see the light on the road. itu memang kesukaan saya. saya suka sangat. nanti bila dah kahwin nak ajak husband dating malam-malam selalu. i hope he like it too hehe..

thanx kawan-kawan for this night. i love it. nanti kita keluar ramai-ramai lagi yer. love u all !

You need smile

usually i just bother my feeling. my heart. i just dont care if it sad or just frustrated. i will always try to cheer up by laughing. yeay i like laughing. no people dont like it right?

but lately i dont know, maybe Allah just want to give me test how i face my problems on this beautiful earth. i was frustrated ! feeling down. i am not a hot-tempered person. angry easily without a reason. i am not. but if u guys still want to judge me. never mind. if that can make u happy just go on. what can i do? i dont feel mad to them but i feel so disappointed with this kind of people. please be matured guys. we are 20 years old. we can think about many things wisely right.

ouh God, i am very rare to concern much about all these small things. but why now? i dont want it. please stay away from me. no need to think much about that silly things. but never mind. i know in this world, Allah has created a lot of type of people. i must know it. there is no point to i blame them but then in my heart has been almost filled with feeling of frustrated.

the solution is i just need to do something to forget about that all and just remember dont blame others. just be happy honey. you are deserve it. no others will care much about you unless yourself. be a good girl is in your choice. not others. dont be too weak and wake up please ! right now.

p/s : sorry guys. this article just for people who are never talk with me but they just easily say about me.

The best for yourself

auw he looks so sincere

i admit sometimes i think about love.

but love always make us feel exhausted.

do you know?

to love is to suffer. to avoid suffering one must not love. but then one suffers from not loving.

therefore to love is to suffer, not to love is to suffer. to suffer is to suffer.

to be happy is to love. to be happy then is to suffer. but suffering makes one unhappy.

therefore, to be unhappy one must love, or love to suffer or suffer from too much happiness.

so are you ready guys?

the choice is in your hands honey.

you must know what is the best for you.

p/s : lately, i am always feeling sad. God, please help me :(

Just beware

baru-baru ini kita telah digemparkan dengan berita yang sangat bole buat orang heart attack about kes dato sosilawati. beliau telah dikatakan dibunuh bersama 3 orang lagi iaitu pemandu peribadi, pegawai bank dan juga peguam peribadi beliau ketika bertemu peguam yang digelar dato tak sure nama apa dan pastinya indian man.

pada pendapat saya, kes ini sangat unik. jarang kita dengar.

kalau dulu kes Mona Fendi dan suaminya yang telah membunuh salah seorang wakil rakyat Malaysia dengan mengerat tubuhnya tak ingat berapa kali tapi belas - belas la jugak. kalau kerat-kerat lagi dasyatkan. tapi bagi kes dato sosilawati ni bunuh, bakar dan buang. bunuh dengan cara belasah dan kelar. bakar dengan petrol then buang abu-abu yang sudah habis dibakar. dasyat ke tak dasyat dah jadi pon so bagi orang-orang yang buat tu mungkin bagi dorang tak la dasyat mane kan. mereka kan indian so mungkin bakar-bakar ni dah biasa bagi mereka. adat la bila ade orang mati bakar mayat then abu tu tak tahu la dorang buat ape.

jodoh , mati memang ketentuan Allah.

mati tak kira masa tempat mahupun keadaan kan. kes camni kita kena la ambil iktibar. kalau kes-kes sebelum ni pihak polis tak dapat nak kesan siapa suspek dan sekarang akhirnya dapat jugak kan ape orang kata sepandai-pandai tupai melompat akhirnya jatuh ke tanah juga.

agaknya mereka ni dah terpengaruh sangat dengan filem-filem aksi kan. filem- filem ni kadang-kadang mengajar orang jugak untuk mencuri kereta la, merompak la mambunuh pon bole. so how is it? kalo takde cerita aksi macam tak best la pulak kan. nak la jugak tengok hero-hero yang macho lagi menawan. tapi kalo filem macam ni still ade jenayah pasti berlaku lagi kan.

so pihak kerajaan pandai-pandai la pikir untuk keselamatan dan kesejahteraan rakyat ye. kalau boleh sape yang nak tengok filem camni kene sediakan fikiran yang waras dulu ye.

bagi usahawan wanita, anda perlu lah jaga diri anda. jangan tertipu bila nak berurusan hal bisnes kena selalu berhati-hati. buka setakat wanita saja, lelaki juga tapi alaa laki kan macho lebih beri perhatian wanita la kan. ingat bisnes ni senang ke susah jugak tau. nak carik rezeki yang halal sambil pandai jaga diri juga. mesti usahawan wanita malaysia sekarang takot kan. tapi takpe jangan takut. maut semua kan di tangan Allah. tapi anda perlu lah pandai jagi diri juga. berusaha dan baru la bertawakal.

Allah akan sentiasa menjaga hamba-hambanya dan Dia tahu apa yang terbaik untuk diri kita kan.

sifat tamak tu tak perlu kate apela. memang pada zaman sekarang duit sangat penting. duit untuk hidup dan hidup untuk duit. segalanya memerlukan duit. tapi tamak ni bila kita dah cukup nikmat itu tapi kita nak lebih lagi sehingga la ade sifat camtu. sikap syukur lagi la takde kan. memang tak dapat dinafikan kadang-kadang kita nak sesuatu yang lebih dari apa yang kita ada. contohnya nak berjaya dalam pelajaran. kalau sekarang kita dapat A- untuk subjek anatomy dan kita seboleh-bolehnya nak dapat lebih kan A la. tamak macamtu takpe memang digalakkan sungguh.

ni tamak yang sehingga sanggup membunuh orang memang dilarang keras la.

p/s : kaya susah tak kaya pon susah. pandai-pandai la ye.

AIDIL FITRI 2010

me with kebaya and batik sarung

we show that there are the handsome ladies.

take a breath with smell of flowers.

adek and cousin, mina were camwhoring.

with my mom. sedap makan agar-agar yg my mom buat.

with my cousin , min

hai everybody. hope everyone happy with urs raya okay. and here i wanna wish again selamat hari raya aidilfitri to muslim arong the world not forget non-muslims too. the special on this aidilfitri are people will wearing new clothes, eating sweet foods which is kueh raya, have family meals which is late breakfast basically lunch and the really2 special is giving money to children ops not children only hehe..

as u know, this year im just wearing blue kebaya with pink flowers which is actually baju lame yer. but just once i have been wearing it so i decided to wear it on raya day. and the pario which is not really like pario how i wear it hehe because i dont know how to do it. maybe someone can teach me please..

and the batik sarung is my moms' actually. she dont wear it anymore so she gave it to me. so im just feel luckly to be the only one daughter in my siblings because all my mom's things will be mine too. ape orang kate barang u barang i juge hehe so no sharing2 with other siblings right.

okay. done with woman's clothes.

so, i feel just getting older for this year because i not really get duet raya. how much ur money peeps? im just get about RM20 maybe. but never mind i not really hope to get it. its okay i know i have been grow up. college student but not a worker okay.

my mom always teach me how to do your duty as the oldest kakak and the only one kakak actually. so, sometimes my mom ask me to give duet raya to my brothers, aizuddin and amirul. but mom, how come i can give money to my brothers because i dont working yet. so the plan that my mom always do was she will give her money to me then she ask me to give the money to my brothers so since that, my brother know that money is mine but actually my moms'. im just feel Ya allah, sampai camni my mom nak bagi tanggungjawab kat i. insyaallah mak i will do my duty as good as i can. i love you mom.

on aidilfitri day, we should apologize with everyone. just forget our fight arguments, our misunderstanding, our hate feeling. just forget about it. just be happy on this such a good day. so here i wanna to say sorry with my mistakes that i have done. please forgive my all wrongdoings. im sorry physically and spiritually guys.

HAPPY EID peeps!!

ALREADY FINISH

alhamdulillah. abes sudah exam. puasa pon hampir habes. raya bakal menjelma :)

i wanna wish selamat hari raya aidilfitri to my parents, brothers , cousins, aunties and uncles and not forget to all my friends in SAMTTAJ, MRSM MERSING, CFS IIUM and UIA KUANTAN.