How about you?

everyone needs love. can you tell me who dont want it even a little bit. no one right? even guys or girls everyone i say everyone. but it is depending upon an individual. if you ask how about me? my answer is no for right now. it caused due some reasons.

first, im still studying. waaahhh macam budak kecik. tak boleh bercinta semasa belajar. no like that i know more about myself. i know how i will act when im falling in love. im not too good to control myself. means bercinta bagai nak rak. dah la memang jiwang ops haha tapi sekarang dah tak reti yes. to know how to separate between studying and love. im just afraid so better for me to prevent it.

next, i dont think i will married early. well actually i just dont want. if i really ready for it then he will come for me. just for that time not know. i dont want to wasting my time to have a relationship with someone that not become my husband. kira macam bercinta bila nak dekat kahwin. patut laaa dulu terfikir jugak why have some partners yang kenal sekejap jek terus kahwin. best ke macam tuuu. tengok tengok dia pun nak camtu jugak. sometimes i salute to people who can have too many relationship. they never give up to sharing their love with many people. they never care about their heart even they know they will feel hurt and suffer cause of failure. is it im not strong enough just like them? maybe.

then give more attention to family. gaya macam dah besar ayat artis haha just feel guilty if too long talking with him through phone while stay at home with family. daripada rasa bersalah better tak payah kan. nak bercinta pun tak sedap hati so lame haha because my dad has once told me. maybe he just worried i dont know. or maybe jealous haha never! tapi maybe jugak anak sorang perempuan takut laa kena bawak lari dengan lelaki. nanti still kena lari jugak bila ada husband. taknak laaa kahwin camni arggghhh

bukan jual mahal bukan sombong. i have my own reasons. even luaran macam budak childish gilaa selamba sangat tapi bab bab camni take it serious okay. i will never let anyone make a fool of me. how about lesbian? hmm hehe :)

what is soooo funny?

something weird here

then here too

she got tooo big smile that night. biasa dia senyum sama jek tak nampak gigi. ni gigi diaaa pulak terlebih mentang mentang dentist haha